Hm.. I'm happy. I mean life's good. It's chill, and I'm balancing everything. It's like this weird feeling.

Everything is just about alright... I mean idk something's you can't change, but there are also things you can... And well yeah

what is this madness.... somehow comprehends plz

stoic

really i've been doing nothing lately.

holden-esque

goddamn ALL THESE PHONIES... FUCK YOU WORLD... I will stop this shit now. -___-
I'll serve as the guardian of the pit... cause catcher in the rye is holden's thing...

1st. MAN LAST TIME EVER BEING IN A CLASS WITH ALL THOSE PEOPLE... MANG ALL DEM TEARS... we watched mean girls >.<
2nd. SPANISH... OH MAN FRESHIES NO LONGER FRESHIES AHAHAHA XD DAT FINAL THO.

Afterschool.. I thought we were going to vegas with just tim eric and jimmy... turns out... margaret's coming... and when she goes she invites everyone... -___- and that means... our new HBIC comes too... So I decide to use an excuse and go to mcdonalds with jimmy and lori... and eat there... then i came back later... and then i heard her goddamn awful voice... she's a bitch too... at least when i talk shit about her... it's true... when she talks crap about me... it isn't even relevant like when did that ever happen. so i said i had to go catch a bus... yeah... 30 minutes early :P

bus ride with fellow bui clan member... i swear fairy is the coolest name ever... CATS. ahah made some friends on the bus ride back. shot the breeze with some old friends.

man whutever...

messages from the past present and future...

from kelly toy.

i feel like writing something... i'll do it tomorrow. now's not the time.

Damn I can't take your fucking snobbery anymore... Just cause I don't shell out 3 grand on camera gear doesn't mean it sucks... Cause if you haven't realized already... Your out of focus bullcrap sucks... you just talk shit about my camera and not even realize that you should just shoot your damn piece of shit.

fuck you whore.

MAN FUCK THAT SHIT...
Well dark days are upon us at the MHS music program... sean save us.
We just got the laziest drum major ever... work ethic what work ethic... you're the laziest fucking person i know.... you live literally one block from school... and you can't even get your ass to practice on time... you're a turd you know that... i hate you... there's two people i hate... and when i actually hate someone... well i hate everything about them... even the way they look. you give me an eyesore. Man fuck you bitch.

yolo

bomb... stay true... ryan...
be yourself and do what you believe in.
lol swan is only going to shun me for two days... that's bearable :P
time to bossmode. :P GLHF

YOLO.

I've been feeling comfortable and nonchalant lately.

Oh this is just so.. relaxing... it's different...
This year has been one hell of a ride...

To my dear friend,

Kelly Toy... Hmmm I remember back in the day... LOL yeah it's one of these... you always mistook me for Brent... grrrr. Well we always like hung out and you were like a role model to me! I mean you were so chill... you actually hung out with underclassmen like me! You didn't look down on us like some elitist. :P Well, you're a senior now... has it really been three years... I'm a miss you... Q.Q Remember that one time we played "Dark Blue" AHAH or Halloween :P OMG late night summer AIM convos! Promise to visit mkay? #1 PIT SENIOR KELLY TOY! :P

I'll write some more later... but for now...
Farewell!

what am i really feeling now...

puzzling.

So I need to read some books...
what did Kelly and Karen say again...
catch-22
agggg i can't remember... T.T

And the legend lives on ahaha that sounds epic

Im in a stage where I'm comfortable... It's nice.

Dem mofos piss me off...
Ah well... whatevs.
STC playing tomorrow... with no gamff at the show hopefully...
I was kidding about disabling landmines...
landmines are a pita

SO like... my life has been quite the adventure as of late... no really...

I can't stand people who judge others based on what they look or by some rumor you heard without ever meeting that person or even getting to know them. You never know if they got the same opportunities as you. Some people are just judgmental and ignorant.

This is real is it not?

Just a silly story I made up... if you want to read it scroll down.
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I'm there... am I not?

*click.

My cuff links snap on to my sleeves and I tenderly put each arm through the jacket. I think... I really outdid myself this time. My deep black blazer that hypnotized any who glared at it. It was sometime special I suppose.

*step

It's humid I thought to myself as I walked down the hallway approaching the grand staircase. I began to not walk, but instead present myself in a different manner... like how the saying about the clothes make the man... it felt different to dress up. It was refreshing...

*snap.

I take a seat at a table in the room and eat alone... I conversate with the server and waiter for a bit... but nothing really develops. I finish my food and take my leave. I thank them for their wonderful service...

*creak

I walk up to the upper decks where it is open... the tingly Caribbean air with the bluish sunset. The sunset was different I thought... back at home the sun set with an orange red haze... here it was bluish yellow... And it grew dark quickly. I sat there and thought to myself... what was I really doing in life...

*a shout

I hear someone shout my name... from a distance at first... then it grew louder and louder... until she came... she walked up to me.

*a kiss on the cheek

We made our salutations and began some small talk... we took a seat looking at the movie from time to time not really caring for it. Just talks about music and hobbies and the such. Her appearance was that of an elegant lady. Her dress that night pronounced her beauty and qualities unlike before. It enhanced... her outer and inner beauty... her radiant smile and tender heart.

*an idea

We stand up and gleefully run around the deck teasing at one another. We race up the stairs to the top deck and find us alone on top... it was a mini golf course... but that wasn't important. She stumbles and trips me... I fall over with her falling on me as well.

*a gaze

Our eyes entranced in one another as we didn't know what to do at that moment... it was a mysterious feeling. Until we both blinked and she rolled over to the side of me. We stared at the stars and thought wouldn't it be nice for us to see more stars... But stars aren't that special when you see them up close... they're just normal then. Then our conversation began delving into our very hearts. The things people never open up or talk about. Our emotions, fears, and secrets...

*a silence

We stopped talking suddenly... and both sit up and stare at each other once again... We get closer and closer...

*a touch

Forever that moment was felt between the two of us... a memory of something that would not be forgotten... the stars, the ocean, the breeze... enveloped into one moment... is there such a thing as perfection...

*a blankness

And so... it ends.

THE PR

Hot Commodity

Filler Post... YAY
Oh hi Karen! If you ever find my Blog.... Hi! OMG KAREN IS LIKE NUMBER 1! TOO GOOD mann! From that stupid freshmen... from long agos.

KAREN LIN DEDICATION POST ...

NO WORRIE KELLY  YOU'LL GET ONE TOO!

One more week... til break
Monday Indy
Tuesday Homestead
Wednesday Santa Clara

Let's go.
My week last week was very strange to be honest. Karen told me sorry... because apparently she knows what it feels like now? I have no idea. But I hope she feels betters! I found this thing I made a while back for something. I dunno... LOL Too much homework.

LOL I remembered... in concert band... I have to look at the band director... and not listen back... because I'm listening to nothing. LOL GG Ryan. It took me long enough. ;)

Funnn Day Today! LOL Delta College was hella fun... just chilling all day. :) Ahaha and eating food... oh right we were there to play music too! LOL Soo rally tomorrow, I can't wait to see that sick perc show. It's going to be so bomb.

I can see through everything now.

It rained. -_-

YUMMM

Come at me bro. Oh I really like saying that... not that I promote fighting... I just like fighting actually... not really.. Yeah it might seem childish and all and I get in serious trouble... and more random stuff... But hitting stuff does actually feel good to be honest. Okay so there are better things to do than hitting things. And watching angry people hit things is funny as hell. But yeah. I don't know. Maybe I like keeping my distance away from fighting...

Support OR Hate

Dear whoever this may concern,

This may seem fucked up and all... but I hope you mess up your solo and crash and burn tomorrow. May the best of luck to your performance. Just kidding, honestly I don't know whether I should support you or criticize you. I really wish the best for you. It's horrible that I do. Why can't I just hate you. Because I made a promise I wouldn't. So I guess I'll keep it. Getting hit by a bus may be a plus too... or a light rail train... I might be taking light rail tomorrow. So even better :)

With much love,
Ryan

P.S. Thanks for making me watch (500) Days Of Summer... Roses are red, Violets are blue, Fuck you whore.
P.S.S. This might be the last letter I'll ever send your ass... *from a song guess which one and you win Ryan points.

I wish I could actually mean what I say. This is turning out to be horrible.

Ryan's Tennis Catchphrases...

I GOT THIS... (sometime add a bitch for emphasis!) (in times of high stress and the point is very important..VERY IMPORTANT)
HOLY FUCK... (when ryan has to run a lot but can still reach the ball)
LET'S DO THIS! (After a big point or turning point)
*stoned face followed by a bow (unbelievable shot that was hit)
*dusting off the shoulder NOTHIN BUT A G THANG (making hard shot look easy)
JUST FUCK IT (Well all hope is lost, ensue blasting)
KAWAII (inspired by Coach Kawaii)
*signals for flying chest bump... (usually ends up disappointed)
SUCK IT *while making an x towards the crotch area :P (I dunno it's fun to do)
*fist pump (generic happy moment)
SUPER RYAN SHOT MARK 2 (yes I made a mark 2)
SUPER JELLY VORTEX CYCLONE SHOT (yes i made it longer)

LOL I SHOULD DO THIS NEXT TIME I PLAY A MATCH :P

Man I be trollin' so hard these days. :) RIAN LYFE

"Ohhhh HEY RYANNN!" In the distance... a stranger calls for me. My contacts are blurry... Oh man. Oh it's Anthony! "HIII ANTHONY" I randomly spurt back. I jog over and he's like, "You out of class too, huh?" I nod... and head toward the courts... He proceeds to the bathroom so I wait outside the gym. Song playing... I see a shadow in the back of my eye. I turn around... is that Karen? So I slowly approach the corner. I turn the corner and I see it. I shouldn't have turned the corner. Oh why did I have to catch something in the corner of my eye? My vision was eskewed. There she was just standing there. I stand paralyzed. She glances over at me and walks away. What was she even doing over here out of class? Why? Why? Harrison approaches right at me... and asks,"Are you alright?" And I nod back... I was completely dazed the rest of the time... What was that all about? It really makes me wonder sometimes...

In Pieces - Linkin Park

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you've built you laid to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie


You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

What the fuck is wrong with you...? Are you fucking stupid or some shit. GOD DAMN I mean seriously you wonder why you lose friends all the time? I should've listened to them when they told me you were a stupid bitch. LOL Well GG I hope you're happy you get hit by a fucking bus. So yeah I might've done something stupid, but now you won't even talk to me. LOL Fuck you too. Miss I'm Too Fucking Good To Talk To Her Friends. I can't stand your fucking lies and pretentious bullshit anymore. Well I promised not to hate you... but you broke every single promise you made to me... so I'll keep mine. I don't hate you, I just hope you get hit by a bus.

On the brightside, all this negative energy allowed me to win a tennis match today. :)

Feeling screwed over...

LOL MY FRIEND JUST SAID I WAS BEING TOO NICE...
I'm not nice at all... I'm a freaking asshole goddamnn... T.T PEOPLE CAN'T MY BADASSNESS.

Oh Hell YEAH THIS SONG. xD 


Jay-Z & Linkin Park
Points Of Authority/99 Problems/One Step Closer
Collision Course (2004)
Track No. 6

If your havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

Got Mike
He's got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure his casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
He's from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapitos
You'd celebrate the minute you was havin doe
So fuck critics you can kiss our whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if we don't play they show
They don't play out hits well we don't give a shit SO
All these mags try and use our ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take us as
or understand the intellegence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches nigga we ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fuckin law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
Bounce on the devil put the pedal to the floor
Now i ain't tryin to see no highway chase with jake
Plus i got a few dollars i can fight the case
So i...pull over to the side of the road
And i heard "Son do you know why i'm stoppin you for?"
Cause i'm young and i'm black and my hats real low
Do i look like a mind reader sir, i don't know
Am i under arrest or should i guess some mo?
"Well you was doin fifty five in a fifty four"
"Liscense and regestration and step out of the car"
"Are you carryin a weapon on you i know alot of you are"
I ain't steppin out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if i look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And i know my rights so you gon' need a warrent for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or somethin?"
Nah i ain't pass the bar but i know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of havin a pussy
But a pussy havin no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to inore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clappin
He and his boys gon be yappin to the captain
And there i go traped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratchin again
Paparatzi's with they cameras snappin them
D.A. tred to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause i'm African
All because ths fool was horrasin them
Tryin to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothin sweet 'bout how i hold my gun
I got 99 problems but this bitch ain't one

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to BREAK

Everything you say to me
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
I need a little room to breathe
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
Everything you say to me
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
I need a little room to breathe
I got 99 problems
And I'm about to 
Break 

Well that didn't go as planned :P xD
CARPE DIEM MOFO

LOL I'm going to entertain myself tomorrow. So... xD

two-faced. -_-

YAY! LOL Too tired to explain myself today...

I hate making plans...
They always get ruined.

Bleh. Well this sucks.

Facedesk... AGGGHHH SRSLY WTF MANGGG DA FUQ IS THIS SHIT. LOL

AWSM...

I get visions of the stupidest shit. -_-

notes...
next story...
deaf to the music...
can't hear anymore...

*just putting this somewhere so i can remember

Demanding your picture like that... LOL who do you think you are? Just another meaningless nobody that thinks they are the fuckin' shit. You're not entitled to anything... you really need to get off your high pedestal and know your place.

GG

Fuck it... I've been trying so hard not to hate you... Well now... It's my turn to start breaking promises. LOL GG. Old Ryan is back... Have fun. :)

-_-

*stares at Sadies picture...

Phoebe: Oh my god.... You're gay!
Ryan... *facepalm

Ender...

And so the cycle ends... I can't believe this shit works... Ahah xD Best way to get someone out of your life... hate them and then go snowboarding.
OMG I don't think I have ever snowboarded this good before...  Ha I fucking ended this shit. Back to good times...

Remember... roses have thorns.

If only something ever actually happened as planned... I wonder how things would be different...

I'm different... right?

Why do I keep forgiving you... and thinking it was just a misunderstanding?

Becoming "clutch"

Something I need to work on... >.<

"LIGHTS OUT"

cutthroat aggression.

A Few Photos

Why do all my hopes and dreams always seem like they're always out of my reach?

Can't sing this song anymore...

Dreams end some day...

BD4L

I really need to say something... I'll write about it later.... I'm Mary Poppins? LOL Coach Dan is too cool... Apparently he went to BD back when I use to go there. Oh how I miss the old BD... The new BD kinda makes me want to cry and the main reason I quit... It just wasn't the same. BD4L I guess I should write a BD dedication post one day... I mean that really did change my life. The blood, sweat, and tears shed in the dojang.

Well recap time! LOL an awesomely fun filled day? Ummm depends on how you look at it.

1st - Random Math Vectors! Distracting my group all day every day!
2nd - Spanish... is still bullshit, but entertaining as hell. Freshies are so amusing.
3rd - English, sadface Vietnam War video. Well it was supposed to be sad... I really didn't feel anything. I'm a heartless sonuvabitch.
4th - Rally... LOL Jefferson Award? Awkward indecision... decided to talk to you since you seemed lonely... you really don't need me when someone else is there for you anyway :/
Lunch - My day took a fucking nosedive into the ground.
5th - Completely wrecked or so I thought.
Passing Period - NVM completely wrecked x2 It's like I got napalmed and nuked and all this other shit. Like I got stabbed in the fucking face by a bunch of phonies.
6th - Well, it sucked... let's not talk about it.
After school - FUCK TENNIS IS SO GOOD. It takes my mind off things... releases my frustrations... Even though we got punished too... Tennis :) Ahah I still suck, but it beats the heck out of percussion.

Sadies tomorrow. >.< WTF do I do?

Why don't you just go ahead and stab me with a knife? Oh wait...

Nail In The Coffin

That hurt... a lot. I really didn't think that would happen... or at least right in front of my face that is. Didn't you say to think of other people's feelings too? Well, I can't really do anything now.

Lillian by +44


Your heart is a grave, to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily

Today was fun... no not really.
It was merely enjoyable!
AHAH It went pretty good I think. >.<

Lies and more lies

"Oh... Sorry I'm feeling unresponsive today."
"So you don't want to talk or anything?"
"Yeah"

*five minutes later.... you decide to go talk to like five different people and you're the one starting the conversation... seriously?
I get it if you don't want to talk to me, but you don't have to lie and say you're tired and don't want to talk because you seem to be perfectly fine talking to everyone else. I mean I get it.. you think I'm annoying and weird... you could just tell me.

Walk Alone.

Stand by yourself... You never need people... because depending on them will just give them the opportunity to  screw you over. Lesson learned. People are inherently terrible creatures of habit and destruction. They are driven by greed and lust and will do whatever they can to mess with you. Well... there's this part inside of me that has been locked away for a little to long now... that violent killer mentality... oh joy, it's coming back? I remember faintly what it was like... wanting to destroy your opposition... just for the sake of it. Really there was no reason for that besides having that mindset embedded in you. You need a killer instinct for victory they said... Well, I guess you need one in life too. You have awoken a sleeping giant... I hope you're fully aware of that. 

Seriously...

I'll call you if I ever any back stabs... You seem to be really good at them.

Lantern Festival Photographs

Acapella Group from the Bay Area

MCs

Sword Show

Lion Dance!

Really interesting instrument

A Letter For You

*thump, thump...
The sound of my pulse radiated throughout my body... It was a chilly night... *thump. The irregular heart beat continued as I was rushing through a foreign place. It seemed to be cold and ominously dark... A single light lit the dense alley. I kept on stumbling forward, like a prey trying to escape... *thump... The frailty of my legs were starting to slow me down. I couldn't stop or else... *thump. The fear and adrenaline kept me on my feet moving forward... I knocked over anything I could find... to try and slow my... pursuer. A shadowy figure... Why was I being pursued... really I had no clue... *thump... I saw a way up... I reached for it... a ladder of some sort attached to the side of an edifice. I climbed... the cold touch of the metal stunned me for a second. I climbed and climbed and reached the top. It was a roof of an apartment complex... *thump. I caught my breath... only to find the man in black crawling up. I squirmed back... His figure sent a chill down my spine... I saw him approach... I stood up and tripped backwards... falling off the side of the building... I reached up.... and narrowly caught the ledge. The man crept over.... I asked... Who are you? in a scared voice. He unveiled his mask and displayed his face... a familiar face. Was it really him? Why did he chase me? He smiled and pulled something from his coat... *thump... it seemed to be a message of some sort, but it was all battered. I whispered his name, "Phillip, why?" and he simply replied..., "Letter for you..." but I couldn't hear his reply... I knocked out... completely blank after he said "A letter for you"

*thump

I awoke to find myself in a bed... Phillip is there and he seems to be cooking something... I was in my apartment again... I look around... what a weird dream I thought... until I saw a message on the table... and Phillip just smiles... and says, "A letter for you."

Valentine's Day?

It's Chinese Valentine's Day...according to that Lantern Festival Show... Oh yeah the Lantern Festival is going on right now.

Look for the light when in the darkness...

To be continued.

020312

"If you're going to dream, dream big." - Dr. Bernard Harris

What a day...
Well until tennis started my day was actually really terrible. The world just seems to instigate anger. It evokes it like a rite. Actually, my day wasn't too bad. I don't know, but I left sixth period with the worse feeling ever. I gave away my valentine's dedication. Not that I couldn't right one. Just that I didn't have the guts to actually turn it in.
Well tennis was well... actually very good. I'm officially on varsity! :) Coach pulled me aside and was talking to me. I thought I was getting cut... but instead he offered me a spot to stay on the team, but said I probably won't get any playing time. Oh well! At least I made it... time to work my butt off to improve. :)

Eagle Scout Dinner... Oh I met some new friends Kathy and Michelle. They're from viet scouts too! LOL and they go to Milpitas High? WHAT IS THIS!!! LOL, they're seniors... too cool for me right! I had a nice conversation with them throughout the dinner. I met the keynote speaker, Dr.Harris. He was a completely down to earth man. So funny too! I actually felt like outgoing and made some new acquaintances. XD

Atmosphere

Do you ever look towards the sky?
It truly is a wonderful sight that provides many mysteries.

In the morning, the heavy fog blanketed the school. It seemed to provide an eerie mysterious feeling to the day. It says to me... every day is a mystery and you don't know what's going to happen unless you're close enough. But you have to walk through it. You can't just stand and wait to see.

In the afternoon, as the strains of conditioning ended, I saw it. The scarlet crimsoned sky contrasted with the deep dark blue of it. The clash between such celestial beings provided a scene of great emotion. The constant fluttering between decisions. I find myself indecisive at times. Really I don't know how to proceed.

Then in a quick instant of five minutes, I look again. The sky has changed once again to a rich purple with golden highlights. It showed the purity and beauty of the atmosphere. I felt at ease when I saw this and knew the darkness was approaching, yet I would slow down and take the moment in. The good things don't always last, but cherish the time it's there. You never know when it's going to be gone.

And finally... the night. The darkness. The brink of despair. Some people are scared of the dark. For a time, I was one of these people. Yet, I have come to embrace the darkness, for in times of darkness is when we truly discover ourselves. The calmness and stillness of life. Sitting in the bleak atmosphere. It may be a feeling of sadness of happiness. It really is just a period of thought. The darkness is a time where most people overlook in their slumber. Yet, I find it the most interesting. Some nights are different. The hues of dark reds or blues sometime shine under the moonlight. Yes, the celestial being we call the moon. The stars shine at night and they really are a wonderful sight. It seems like the perfect moment to just dream and fantasize. Well, the night ends as the sun begins to rise, and the cycle starts again.

MORE FILM HAS ARRIVED

YAY! Fujifilm :)

In other important news, I've been listening to random music lately....

First Day Of Varsity Tennis

Oh boy... that old familiar feeling of being on the courts. It took a while, but I just broke back to the basics. Look at the ball and only the ball. Focus... just time it right. :) Well it was pretty good. xD I missed the percussion thing though. Kinda bummed out, but tennis is fun! Just quoted my coach there. Well starting off the season with ...a bang? Ahah more like a mellow boom.

Day!

Ahah I went to Teens for the first time in over half a year... OMG I felt so lost. xD Saw Christine again! AHAHA she's such a derp LOL... Ryan got educated on important topics? LOL not really.
Oh well pretty chill day.

Fog

It was unusually foggy on Friday.
The fog seems to immerse itself on the strangest days. It hides things... from a distance. Yet everything comes into view once you're close enough.
That could relate to many things.

F' It

Forum F' It
Such a warm and comfy jacket. xD
Funny story on how this jacket came to be. So my fave snowboard movie from last season was Forum Snowboard's F' It. It gets me the weirdest looks from people... from the "dude that's cool" to "seriously?"

The Wall

A little film shot from tennis practice with the wall...
Tennis with the wall has to be one of the simplest ways to build a strong tennis foundation. It builds consistency. Remember the wall never loses. :)

Film and SATs?

Got my film developed today.
I really want to start a project. xD Well didn't someone say they wanted prints... well they have a surprise coming xD.

LOL SAT today was totally different from the last time. Last time at YB, I was like the only MHS kid there and everyone was relax and pretty chill. Our proctor was funny as hell. This time at Mt. Pleasant... ahah more people from MHS. FUN FUN... xD Let Fairy borrow my phone because she forgot her admission ticket... YAY I made a friend :P Our proctor seemed really strict ahahaha but it was chill...
I'm hungry GAH....

And So It Starts

Let's just see what happens. New blog. FUN TIMES!