*stares at Sadies picture...
Phoebe: Oh my god.... You're gay!
Ryan... *facepalm
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Ender...
And so the cycle ends... I can't believe this shit works... Ahah xD Best way to get someone out of your life... hate them and then go snowboarding.
OMG I don't think I have ever snowboarded this good before... Ha I fucking ended this shit. Back to good times...
OMG I don't think I have ever snowboarded this good before... Ha I fucking ended this shit. Back to good times...
Friday, February 24, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
BD4L
I really need to say something... I'll write about it later.... I'm Mary Poppins? LOL Coach Dan is too cool... Apparently he went to BD back when I use to go there. Oh how I miss the old BD... The new BD kinda makes me want to cry and the main reason I quit... It just wasn't the same. BD4L I guess I should write a BD dedication post one day... I mean that really did change my life. The blood, sweat, and tears shed in the dojang.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Well recap time! LOL an awesomely fun filled day? Ummm depends on how you look at it.
1st - Random Math Vectors! Distracting my group all day every day!
2nd - Spanish... is still bullshit, but entertaining as hell. Freshies are so amusing.
3rd - English, sadface Vietnam War video. Well it was supposed to be sad... I really didn't feel anything. I'm a heartless sonuvabitch.
4th - Rally... LOL Jefferson Award? Awkward indecision... decided to talk to you since you seemed lonely... you really don't need me when someone else is there for you anyway :/
Lunch - My day took a fucking nosedive into the ground.
5th - Completely wrecked or so I thought.
Passing Period - NVM completely wrecked x2 It's like I got napalmed and nuked and all this other shit. Like I got stabbed in the fucking face by a bunch of phonies.
6th - Well, it sucked... let's not talk about it.
After school - FUCK TENNIS IS SO GOOD. It takes my mind off things... releases my frustrations... Even though we got punished too... Tennis :) Ahah I still suck, but it beats the heck out of percussion.
Sadies tomorrow. >.< WTF do I do?
1st - Random Math Vectors! Distracting my group all day every day!
2nd - Spanish... is still bullshit, but entertaining as hell. Freshies are so amusing.
3rd - English, sadface Vietnam War video. Well it was supposed to be sad... I really didn't feel anything. I'm a heartless sonuvabitch.
4th - Rally... LOL Jefferson Award? Awkward indecision... decided to talk to you since you seemed lonely... you really don't need me when someone else is there for you anyway :/
Lunch - My day took a fucking nosedive into the ground.
5th - Completely wrecked or so I thought.
Passing Period - NVM completely wrecked x2 It's like I got napalmed and nuked and all this other shit. Like I got stabbed in the fucking face by a bunch of phonies.
6th - Well, it sucked... let's not talk about it.
After school - FUCK TENNIS IS SO GOOD. It takes my mind off things... releases my frustrations... Even though we got punished too... Tennis :) Ahah I still suck, but it beats the heck out of percussion.
Sadies tomorrow. >.< WTF do I do?
Nail In The Coffin
That hurt... a lot. I really didn't think that would happen... or at least right in front of my face that is. Didn't you say to think of other people's feelings too? Well, I can't really do anything now.
Lillian by +44
Your heart is a grave, to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily
Lillian by +44
Your heart is a grave, to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Lies and more lies
"Oh... Sorry I'm feeling unresponsive today."
"So you don't want to talk or anything?"
"Yeah"
*five minutes later.... you decide to go talk to like five different people and you're the one starting the conversation... seriously?
I get it if you don't want to talk to me, but you don't have to lie and say you're tired and don't want to talk because you seem to be perfectly fine talking to everyone else. I mean I get it.. you think I'm annoying and weird... you could just tell me.
"So you don't want to talk or anything?"
"Yeah"
*five minutes later.... you decide to go talk to like five different people and you're the one starting the conversation... seriously?
I get it if you don't want to talk to me, but you don't have to lie and say you're tired and don't want to talk because you seem to be perfectly fine talking to everyone else. I mean I get it.. you think I'm annoying and weird... you could just tell me.
Monday, February 6, 2012
Walk Alone.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Lantern Festival Photographs
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| Acapella Group from the Bay Area |
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| MCs |
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| Sword Show |
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| Lion Dance! |
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| Really interesting instrument |
A Letter For You
*thump, thump...
The sound of my pulse radiated throughout my body... It was a chilly night... *thump. The irregular heart beat continued as I was rushing through a foreign place. It seemed to be cold and ominously dark... A single light lit the dense alley. I kept on stumbling forward, like a prey trying to escape... *thump... The frailty of my legs were starting to slow me down. I couldn't stop or else... *thump. The fear and adrenaline kept me on my feet moving forward... I knocked over anything I could find... to try and slow my... pursuer. A shadowy figure... Why was I being pursued... really I had no clue... *thump... I saw a way up... I reached for it... a ladder of some sort attached to the side of an edifice. I climbed... the cold touch of the metal stunned me for a second. I climbed and climbed and reached the top. It was a roof of an apartment complex... *thump. I caught my breath... only to find the man in black crawling up. I squirmed back... His figure sent a chill down my spine... I saw him approach... I stood up and tripped backwards... falling off the side of the building... I reached up.... and narrowly caught the ledge. The man crept over.... I asked... Who are you? in a scared voice. He unveiled his mask and displayed his face... a familiar face. Was it really him? Why did he chase me? He smiled and pulled something from his coat... *thump... it seemed to be a message of some sort, but it was all battered. I whispered his name, "Phillip, why?" and he simply replied..., "Letter for you..." but I couldn't hear his reply... I knocked out... completely blank after he said "A letter for you"
*thump
I awoke to find myself in a bed... Phillip is there and he seems to be cooking something... I was in my apartment again... I look around... what a weird dream I thought... until I saw a message on the table... and Phillip just smiles... and says, "A letter for you."
The sound of my pulse radiated throughout my body... It was a chilly night... *thump. The irregular heart beat continued as I was rushing through a foreign place. It seemed to be cold and ominously dark... A single light lit the dense alley. I kept on stumbling forward, like a prey trying to escape... *thump... The frailty of my legs were starting to slow me down. I couldn't stop or else... *thump. The fear and adrenaline kept me on my feet moving forward... I knocked over anything I could find... to try and slow my... pursuer. A shadowy figure... Why was I being pursued... really I had no clue... *thump... I saw a way up... I reached for it... a ladder of some sort attached to the side of an edifice. I climbed... the cold touch of the metal stunned me for a second. I climbed and climbed and reached the top. It was a roof of an apartment complex... *thump. I caught my breath... only to find the man in black crawling up. I squirmed back... His figure sent a chill down my spine... I saw him approach... I stood up and tripped backwards... falling off the side of the building... I reached up.... and narrowly caught the ledge. The man crept over.... I asked... Who are you? in a scared voice. He unveiled his mask and displayed his face... a familiar face. Was it really him? Why did he chase me? He smiled and pulled something from his coat... *thump... it seemed to be a message of some sort, but it was all battered. I whispered his name, "Phillip, why?" and he simply replied..., "Letter for you..." but I couldn't hear his reply... I knocked out... completely blank after he said "A letter for you"
*thump
I awoke to find myself in a bed... Phillip is there and he seems to be cooking something... I was in my apartment again... I look around... what a weird dream I thought... until I saw a message on the table... and Phillip just smiles... and says, "A letter for you."
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Valentine's Day?
It's Chinese Valentine's Day...according to that Lantern Festival Show... Oh yeah the Lantern Festival is going on right now.
Friday, February 3, 2012
020312
"If you're going to dream, dream big." - Dr. Bernard Harris
What a day...
Well until tennis started my day was actually really terrible. The world just seems to instigate anger. It evokes it like a rite. Actually, my day wasn't too bad. I don't know, but I left sixth period with the worse feeling ever. I gave away my valentine's dedication. Not that I couldn't right one. Just that I didn't have the guts to actually turn it in.
Well tennis was well... actually very good. I'm officially on varsity! :) Coach pulled me aside and was talking to me. I thought I was getting cut... but instead he offered me a spot to stay on the team, but said I probably won't get any playing time. Oh well! At least I made it... time to work my butt off to improve. :)
Eagle Scout Dinner... Oh I met some new friends Kathy and Michelle. They're from viet scouts too! LOL and they go to Milpitas High? WHAT IS THIS!!! LOL, they're seniors... too cool for me right! I had a nice conversation with them throughout the dinner. I met the keynote speaker, Dr.Harris. He was a completely down to earth man. So funny too! I actually felt like outgoing and made some new acquaintances. XD
What a day...
Well until tennis started my day was actually really terrible. The world just seems to instigate anger. It evokes it like a rite. Actually, my day wasn't too bad. I don't know, but I left sixth period with the worse feeling ever. I gave away my valentine's dedication. Not that I couldn't right one. Just that I didn't have the guts to actually turn it in.
Well tennis was well... actually very good. I'm officially on varsity! :) Coach pulled me aside and was talking to me. I thought I was getting cut... but instead he offered me a spot to stay on the team, but said I probably won't get any playing time. Oh well! At least I made it... time to work my butt off to improve. :)
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Atmosphere
Do you ever look towards the sky?
It truly is a wonderful sight that provides many mysteries.
In the morning, the heavy fog blanketed the school. It seemed to provide an eerie mysterious feeling to the day. It says to me... every day is a mystery and you don't know what's going to happen unless you're close enough. But you have to walk through it. You can't just stand and wait to see.
In the afternoon, as the strains of conditioning ended, I saw it. The scarlet crimsoned sky contrasted with the deep dark blue of it. The clash between such celestial beings provided a scene of great emotion. The constant fluttering between decisions. I find myself indecisive at times. Really I don't know how to proceed.
Then in a quick instant of five minutes, I look again. The sky has changed once again to a rich purple with golden highlights. It showed the purity and beauty of the atmosphere. I felt at ease when I saw this and knew the darkness was approaching, yet I would slow down and take the moment in. The good things don't always last, but cherish the time it's there. You never know when it's going to be gone.
And finally... the night. The darkness. The brink of despair. Some people are scared of the dark. For a time, I was one of these people. Yet, I have come to embrace the darkness, for in times of darkness is when we truly discover ourselves. The calmness and stillness of life. Sitting in the bleak atmosphere. It may be a feeling of sadness of happiness. It really is just a period of thought. The darkness is a time where most people overlook in their slumber. Yet, I find it the most interesting. Some nights are different. The hues of dark reds or blues sometime shine under the moonlight. Yes, the celestial being we call the moon. The stars shine at night and they really are a wonderful sight. It seems like the perfect moment to just dream and fantasize. Well, the night ends as the sun begins to rise, and the cycle starts again.
It truly is a wonderful sight that provides many mysteries.
In the morning, the heavy fog blanketed the school. It seemed to provide an eerie mysterious feeling to the day. It says to me... every day is a mystery and you don't know what's going to happen unless you're close enough. But you have to walk through it. You can't just stand and wait to see.
In the afternoon, as the strains of conditioning ended, I saw it. The scarlet crimsoned sky contrasted with the deep dark blue of it. The clash between such celestial beings provided a scene of great emotion. The constant fluttering between decisions. I find myself indecisive at times. Really I don't know how to proceed.
Then in a quick instant of five minutes, I look again. The sky has changed once again to a rich purple with golden highlights. It showed the purity and beauty of the atmosphere. I felt at ease when I saw this and knew the darkness was approaching, yet I would slow down and take the moment in. The good things don't always last, but cherish the time it's there. You never know when it's going to be gone.
And finally... the night. The darkness. The brink of despair. Some people are scared of the dark. For a time, I was one of these people. Yet, I have come to embrace the darkness, for in times of darkness is when we truly discover ourselves. The calmness and stillness of life. Sitting in the bleak atmosphere. It may be a feeling of sadness of happiness. It really is just a period of thought. The darkness is a time where most people overlook in their slumber. Yet, I find it the most interesting. Some nights are different. The hues of dark reds or blues sometime shine under the moonlight. Yes, the celestial being we call the moon. The stars shine at night and they really are a wonderful sight. It seems like the perfect moment to just dream and fantasize. Well, the night ends as the sun begins to rise, and the cycle starts again.
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