LOL I remembered... in concert band... I have to look at the band director... and not listen back... because I'm listening to nothing. LOL GG Ryan. It took me long enough. ;)

Funnn Day Today! LOL Delta College was hella fun... just chilling all day. :) Ahaha and eating food... oh right we were there to play music too! LOL Soo rally tomorrow, I can't wait to see that sick perc show. It's going to be so bomb.

I can see through everything now.

It rained. -_-

YUMMM

Come at me bro. Oh I really like saying that... not that I promote fighting... I just like fighting actually... not really.. Yeah it might seem childish and all and I get in serious trouble... and more random stuff... But hitting stuff does actually feel good to be honest. Okay so there are better things to do than hitting things. And watching angry people hit things is funny as hell. But yeah. I don't know. Maybe I like keeping my distance away from fighting...

Support OR Hate

Dear whoever this may concern,

This may seem fucked up and all... but I hope you mess up your solo and crash and burn tomorrow. May the best of luck to your performance. Just kidding, honestly I don't know whether I should support you or criticize you. I really wish the best for you. It's horrible that I do. Why can't I just hate you. Because I made a promise I wouldn't. So I guess I'll keep it. Getting hit by a bus may be a plus too... or a light rail train... I might be taking light rail tomorrow. So even better :)

With much love,
Ryan

P.S. Thanks for making me watch (500) Days Of Summer... Roses are red, Violets are blue, Fuck you whore.
P.S.S. This might be the last letter I'll ever send your ass... *from a song guess which one and you win Ryan points.

I wish I could actually mean what I say. This is turning out to be horrible.

Ryan's Tennis Catchphrases...

I GOT THIS... (sometime add a bitch for emphasis!) (in times of high stress and the point is very important..VERY IMPORTANT)
HOLY FUCK... (when ryan has to run a lot but can still reach the ball)
LET'S DO THIS! (After a big point or turning point)
*stoned face followed by a bow (unbelievable shot that was hit)
*dusting off the shoulder NOTHIN BUT A G THANG (making hard shot look easy)
JUST FUCK IT (Well all hope is lost, ensue blasting)
KAWAII (inspired by Coach Kawaii)
*signals for flying chest bump... (usually ends up disappointed)
SUCK IT *while making an x towards the crotch area :P (I dunno it's fun to do)
*fist pump (generic happy moment)
SUPER RYAN SHOT MARK 2 (yes I made a mark 2)
SUPER JELLY VORTEX CYCLONE SHOT (yes i made it longer)

LOL I SHOULD DO THIS NEXT TIME I PLAY A MATCH :P

Man I be trollin' so hard these days. :) RIAN LYFE

"Ohhhh HEY RYANNN!" In the distance... a stranger calls for me. My contacts are blurry... Oh man. Oh it's Anthony! "HIII ANTHONY" I randomly spurt back. I jog over and he's like, "You out of class too, huh?" I nod... and head toward the courts... He proceeds to the bathroom so I wait outside the gym. Song playing... I see a shadow in the back of my eye. I turn around... is that Karen? So I slowly approach the corner. I turn the corner and I see it. I shouldn't have turned the corner. Oh why did I have to catch something in the corner of my eye? My vision was eskewed. There she was just standing there. I stand paralyzed. She glances over at me and walks away. What was she even doing over here out of class? Why? Why? Harrison approaches right at me... and asks,"Are you alright?" And I nod back... I was completely dazed the rest of the time... What was that all about? It really makes me wonder sometimes...

In Pieces - Linkin Park

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you've built you laid to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie


You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

What the fuck is wrong with you...? Are you fucking stupid or some shit. GOD DAMN I mean seriously you wonder why you lose friends all the time? I should've listened to them when they told me you were a stupid bitch. LOL Well GG I hope you're happy you get hit by a fucking bus. So yeah I might've done something stupid, but now you won't even talk to me. LOL Fuck you too. Miss I'm Too Fucking Good To Talk To Her Friends. I can't stand your fucking lies and pretentious bullshit anymore. Well I promised not to hate you... but you broke every single promise you made to me... so I'll keep mine. I don't hate you, I just hope you get hit by a bus.

On the brightside, all this negative energy allowed me to win a tennis match today. :)

Feeling screwed over...

LOL MY FRIEND JUST SAID I WAS BEING TOO NICE...
I'm not nice at all... I'm a freaking asshole goddamnn... T.T PEOPLE CAN'T MY BADASSNESS.

Oh Hell YEAH THIS SONG. xD 


Jay-Z & Linkin Park
Points Of Authority/99 Problems/One Step Closer
Collision Course (2004)
Track No. 6

If your havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

Got Mike
He's got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure his casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
He's from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapitos
You'd celebrate the minute you was havin doe
So fuck critics you can kiss our whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if we don't play they show
They don't play out hits well we don't give a shit SO
All these mags try and use our ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take us as
or understand the intellegence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches nigga we ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fuckin law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
Bounce on the devil put the pedal to the floor
Now i ain't tryin to see no highway chase with jake
Plus i got a few dollars i can fight the case
So i...pull over to the side of the road
And i heard "Son do you know why i'm stoppin you for?"
Cause i'm young and i'm black and my hats real low
Do i look like a mind reader sir, i don't know
Am i under arrest or should i guess some mo?
"Well you was doin fifty five in a fifty four"
"Liscense and regestration and step out of the car"
"Are you carryin a weapon on you i know alot of you are"
I ain't steppin out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if i look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And i know my rights so you gon' need a warrent for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or somethin?"
Nah i ain't pass the bar but i know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of havin a pussy
But a pussy havin no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to inore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clappin
He and his boys gon be yappin to the captain
And there i go traped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratchin again
Paparatzi's with they cameras snappin them
D.A. tred to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause i'm African
All because ths fool was horrasin them
Tryin to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothin sweet 'bout how i hold my gun
I got 99 problems but this bitch ain't one

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to BREAK

Everything you say to me
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
I need a little room to breathe
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
Everything you say to me
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
I need a little room to breathe
I got 99 problems
And I'm about to 
Break 

Well that didn't go as planned :P xD
CARPE DIEM MOFO

LOL I'm going to entertain myself tomorrow. So... xD

two-faced. -_-

YAY! LOL Too tired to explain myself today...

I hate making plans...
They always get ruined.

Bleh. Well this sucks.

Facedesk... AGGGHHH SRSLY WTF MANGGG DA FUQ IS THIS SHIT. LOL

AWSM...

I get visions of the stupidest shit. -_-

notes...
next story...
deaf to the music...
can't hear anymore...

*just putting this somewhere so i can remember

Demanding your picture like that... LOL who do you think you are? Just another meaningless nobody that thinks they are the fuckin' shit. You're not entitled to anything... you really need to get off your high pedestal and know your place.

GG

Fuck it... I've been trying so hard not to hate you... Well now... It's my turn to start breaking promises. LOL GG. Old Ryan is back... Have fun. :)